Ever wanted something really badly and then found out that you didn't get it and are wondering why that is the case?
Damn it, I've got a couple of days left of 2009. Here's hoping that 2010 is better than this year coz this one really has blown quite a lot.
Soooooome good points, but mainly a year of non-stop annoyances. I'm going to work my arse off next year to get what I want and if I don't then I am throwing the world's biggest tantie.
Things I want:
* To take more pictures.
* To not have people bullshit me.
* To spend more time with people that I love.
* To find more friends and some semblance of a social life again.
* To get out of Hospitality.
* To get into an industry or job that I can see myself in for a while that is not going to make me a cynical little fuck and that doesn't involve not knowing my weekly income or whether or not I am going to remain employed.
* To actually make a profit not a loss in my photography next year.
* To stop having people come up to me and want things for free.
* To get published.
* To complete a project that is dear to my heart.
* To stop applying for so many damn jobs to only ever hear back that I don't cut it or to not even hear back from them. Go the economical crisis and not wanting good labour, but cheap dispensable staffing.
* Money. I want money. To build a reasonable life outside of "work" and "bills".
* Money. I want money to buy a new car and some studio lights.
* I want a place to live that is not falling down around my ears all the time, that I have to clean every day and that gets broken into due to the next door neighbours having a party and their "guests" not knowing which house they were meant to be in.
Yes. I've got the end of year blues.
I survived Christmas 09. I got a badge to prove it.
Now all I have to do is survive New Years (either working a wedding or Motown event) and we'll be on the home stretch.
Make my life easier and give me something good to look forward to in the new year. At the moment there isn't much really there.
A nice comment?
Something to do?
Someone to catch up with?
Christ, I'd go for just about anything to hang onto at the moment to keep me going through my days.










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if you got a problem with my
page then get off it then okay !!!
Cause i dont want you on..... Word up
You might want to take down the ferret photo as well, or do I have to prove who took that one as well?
And the asian girl. I can easilly send over the links if you wish.
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